TAGGED!!! by Farina..


1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
~~ nay..

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRY?
~~ last week, think so..

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
~~ yes, its pretty ugly.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAL?
~~ rice with japanese tofu and kangkung belacan and fried chicken..

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
~~ none that i know of..

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
~~ why not?

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
~~ yes

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
~~ see for yourself, ngaaaaa

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
~~ definitely, with layers and layers of cushions down below, (kes nak tapi paranoid nak mam)

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
~~ the tastiest stars in the universe, HONEY STARS

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
~~ nay..

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
~~ dont eat ice cream that much, but i'll go for asam boi, ehehe

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
~~ nothing, im not a good observer..

14. RED OR PINK?
~~ red, blood red

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
~~ my temper

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
~~ you? ;p

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
~~ suka hati la labu..

18. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
~~ black jeans and black sandals

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
~~ my life would suck without you, kellly clarkson.. from fida's blog..

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
~~ why would i want to be a crayon?

21. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
~~ hubby's armpit, ahahahahahahaah

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
~~ my hubby

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
~~ farina? of cosh definitely do..

24. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
~~ gymrama, its fun and beautiful..

25. HAIR COLOUR?
~~dark brown

26. EYE COLOUR
~~ cannot see, ahahahaah

27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
~~ no way!! too scary..

28 FAVOURITE FOOD?
~~ i eat anything halalan toyyiba..

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
~~ scary movies with happy endings, cause i'll be relieved that the "ghost" died..

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
~~ bedtime stories with adrian

31. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
~~ a mixture of red, black, yellow and white.. (mak aih,byk nye kale)

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
~~ neither, i like khatulistiwa..

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
~~ ni je? ehehehehh

34. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
~~ coconut jelly.. yum yum..

35. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
~~ whut? can u repeat the question?

36. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
~~ hah? apo?

37.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
~~ hannibal lecter series by thomas harris

38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
~~ a black mouse

39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
~~ Bulletin Utama, Kau Milikku, Kasanova XXL.. (kes malas nak angkat bontot amek remote astro tukar channel)

40. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
~~ one that doesnt give me headache and heartache..

41. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
~~ kumbang ke batu? kumbang ke batu? KUMBANG..

42. WHERE IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
~~ kayangan, (dalam mimpi)

43. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
~~ does reading aloud a special talent?

44. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
~~ hospital..

45. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
~~ adrian, fida, lina a.k.a tote, fiejo, min, fatma, syuhai...

Wassalamu...

adios,
xoxo

ola ola..

dijemput semua rakan dan taulan ke majlis menyambut menantu (aku la tu, hehee) di rumah am a.k.a ototh sabtu ini...

kad? takde softcopy kat aku laa, petang ke malam sket aku upload la dari rumah ibu mertuaku..

i will be taking off day starting from this evening until next week.. cuti lagi la aku ni.. to all you guys planning to be married soon, make sure simpan cuti banyak².. seriyesly you will be needing it.. try to replace taking annual leave with MC's, ko tonyoh la syampu dalam mata, like you never did it before kan masa belaja²..

at ototh's house, tak pakai caterer macam rumah aku.. sini rewang ye cik puan, and the event cronologies:

Thursday night: Yassin recitation event
Friday night: Marhaban recital event
Saturday : the event..

and for every event, rewang.. masak sendiri.. tulis pun aku dah terasa penat nye dan betapa banyaknye keje.. lucky for me i am the bride on saturday so bleh excuse kejap.. huhu..
moi family will be arriving on friday, and 15th tu abah's birthday.. am thinking of a celebration at marrybrown.. the only fast food outlet available here.. ehehee..

apa lagi, aku pun dah lupa.. terdistract dengan fon calls from along and abah.. will post more wedding piccies bila dah receive nanti.. till then..

adios,
xoxo

malas nye nak update.. untukmu adrian.. aku buat jugak..

(kira adiah birthday ko la, aci ea)

married life? most common reaction:

1. a bliss

2. wonderful

3. amazing

etc....

for me?

its a life changing experience... which requires a lot of energy, both pyhsically and mentally..

it is of course still amazing and so on.. but phew.. am i exhausted...

wedding piccies from my photographer is not available yet, but from weeza's lenses are now available on her facebook.. (and mine, since i tagged myself on almost every single pic)

thanks to all my penyeri majlis!! (seri,weeza,min,tote,shafi and husband and my precious iza)

and deepest gratitue to farina and her adik fadila.. for making me look cantik!! hahahaa

to all LOCUSTERS, who crashed the solemnization ceremony (all of them declined the invitation before, mind you!!) i was stunned to all the flashing lights.. apa lagi ototh.. he was suddenly nervewrecked by the sudden crowd of beaming faces of the LOCUSTERS, naseb baek ada yang menenangkan..tapi, THANKS A LOT FOR COMING!! sudi jugak korang datang rumah aku kat kuantan.. heheee..

thanks a zillion for all those who came and all the congrats wishes.. and the presents too.. thanks fatma and syu.. walaupun korang tak dapat datang, adiah korang sampai.. ehehehe.. thankss!!

no matter how many times i thanked all of you.. it still doesnt describe the feeling i felt inside...

i heart you all!!!

adios,

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo to infinity...

and beyond!!! ~~ buzz lightyear..

whoa..

i've been looking forward to updating my blog, with all the excitements and drama in my life (talking about a drama queen, :p)

i've been spending the last two weeks in KL, mainly for work for the first few days..towards the end, its gala fun, muahahaha..

i've started 2009 with a crisis, very early in the morning, i had a tiff with my future-mother-in-law.. (not the first one, people..) haha.. the issue circles round the "wedding band" controversy, which until now, i haven't resolved yet.. the issue affected my fragile relationship with abang pretty badly, the thing with "between me and his mother" never favours me.. and ended up with me.. driving 140km/hr on my poor little kenari welling up in tears all the way to KL...

moi family weren't really on my side this time, i was always blamed when it comes to this kind of conflict, (why oh why??) feeling very unloved, and totally controlled by emotions, i put my whole life to god.. whether i arrived safely or not, i dont even bother.. i just want to be out of this, away for a while, leaving all the excess baggage behind me and forget it completely..temporary,sigh...

i leave office around noon, and i arrived at nilai at 4 pm sumthing, stopping to get gas, and meeting mr.cute who was promoting maybank credit cards there.. i was really not in a mood for anything, what more getting a new credit card, but he insisted.. and since he's a soothe for the eye (hahaha), i gave him what he wanted.. (sounds fishy haa, signing up for the card. of coz!!) he gave his namecard (which i'd lost later on..huhu) and the hunk name is fakhruz.. he gave my life that day a little sun shine...

2nd jan, peon's solemnization.. i didnt attend it due to some reasons, but i did went shopping with my officemate in KL.. retail therapy hah.. looks like it.. mr. fakhruz contacted me.. with his personal number (tadaaaa!!) and we're officially friends.. he put a lot of smiles on my face during the whole last week.. but before you girls started singing rihanna's unfaithful to me, please take note that i openly told him that i was engaged with a reception a few weeks away.. and we have to stick to FRIENDS ONLY relationship... he was ok with that, me? how can i say no... (haish...)

i spent the first week in KL working my guts out.. staying till very late in the night, and once until 6 am in the morning.. but that doesnt stopped me from my retail therapy sessions.. hehehe.. no guilt, none at all.. after the tender was submitted.. adrian and i spend the whole morning, asleep.. and the rest of the evening.. watching "Bedtime Stories" at KLCC.. yeehuuu!! my dear bos gave us a leave that day.. appreciating our hard work.. nice nice...

friday was spent doing office work here and there and lunch hour back to retail therapy this time at midvall.. (i shopped at KLCC, Sogo, danau kota and now midvall.. and I LIKE!!!)

i spend half of my stay at my sis's house in kg baru and another half at adrian's.. both were very good hostesses in keeping me hostage..haha.. thanks for the warmth and hospitality.. it helps me to alleviate the troubles i left behind..

finally, the day i've been looking forward to has come.. SATURDAY, the picnic day.. ouh i meet lina a.k.a tote on friday night, and we stayed at Leo Palace instead of Dynasty.. and we screamed at each other all the way from kg. baru lrt to the hotel.. what a noise..

SATURDAY is A BLAST!! from morning till the next day!! even in my sleep i couldnt stop laughing!! the picnic at Putrajaya Wetland is just what i needed.. a boost of self-esteem plus wads of positive energy!! All those laughter and fun... and the concerns later.. love you girls, and thanks a zillion for hearing me out.. the discussion we had on mother-in-laws, the tips mrs. shafi gave, the 'doa' for me.. i was deeply touched and moved.. and only God knows, how much i love you all... every single one of you, even if you were not there.. i know you'll wish me well too..

below piccies tells it all.. (courtesy of seri dhalila..i want a camera of my own..huhuhu)

after the picnic, i met iza.. my darling sharifah nurul iza.. i carefully planned my outstation get-away this time to ensure that i meet up with all those i love, and iza and lizza hademi are one of them.. due to some circumstances, i cannot meet lizza.. but we chatted on the phone.. and i met iza at alamanda.. seeing her is always pleasant.. knowing that she always cares, always there.. we catched up on each other in no time, and inviting strange stares from others in the Noodle Station due to our lesbian's act..ahahaha.. what?

later that night, we continued the madness at peon's wedding reception at pan pac, but i still have no piccies, have to wait for others to upload..buhuu.. at peon's i met halida!! long time no see her... all the other girls are the same since we left each other to meet the world 10 years ago.. how comforting!! the smiling faces, the peals of laughter, the 'gedikness..', the warmth of hugs and kissess... i felt at home..at peace with the world and myself.. i felt even more at home back at the hotel i shared with tote and fiejo.. hillarious..

and now, i'm back at telok ramunia.. back to the bundle of trouble i created and left behind.. but now i'm energized, mentally prepared.. and i will face it all.. when i feel like sinking, i'll cling to the sweet memories i had last weekend.. and i was deeply moved when i saw abang after almost 2 weeks of absence... he looks so tak terurus, with jambang dan janggut dah macam wolverine, the worried looks.. i'm sorry sayang if i hurt you so much.. and he was visibly relieved.. he told me he was relieved i came back to him, because it was his greatest fear if i ever left him... and i was.... speechless... i guess there is always someone who would love me for better or worse.... other than my dear friends..

to mr.fakhruz, (if you're reading this).. knowing you was one of the sweet memories i collected last weekend.. i had included you in my BFF list..muahahaaa.. gud luck to you in Penang, and do introduce me to your 'anak mami' when you had found the lucky girl...

my big day is just another 11 days away.. 11.. and the number will get smaller.. my doubts and fears.. mounting.. surfacing and subsiding, i guess cold feet really get the best of me.. im holding on, anticipating heart breaks and tears due to the "M.I.L" issues... but i will hold on, to the love we shared for almost 5 years.. and to the fact that i know i will be cushioned by my friends care and love all the way..

LET THE COUNTDOWN BEGIN....

adios,

xoxo

one of the perks of getting married.. and one that's always been a teasing material to the newlyweds or bride/groom-to-be is having a new bedmate, :)
(and i'm looking forward... ahahhaha)

my current bedmates are okah & okid, every night without fail, they will jump on the bed to cuddle near me, okid loves to be under the blanket.. curling herself beside me, while okah prefers no blanket at all and sharing my pillow.. sometimes, in the middle of the night, he would sleep on my chest with his head tucked beside my neck..
i love sharing my bed with my kittens, and i wonder where to fit abang into the picture??

reading farina's entry last few days, about reminiscing old days.. i began to travel back to the most exciting years of my life.. back as a student in Seri Puteri.. every year, we had to change dorms and classes.. who determines the list and how they do it? i have no intention in that area.. what always excites me is getting a new bedmates and deskmate.. and i have fond memories of my list of bedmates & deskmates throughout the five years.. here they are

Form One:

- dorm; MERBUK. bedmate; Siti Yuhanis Ibrahim.. (anis rupanya..ehehee)
- class; 1 Ilmu. deskmate; Siti Rohaini Abd Ghani.. (eh both are siti's.. i only realized it now..)

Form Two:

- dorm; MERBUK. bedmate; Tengku Nurul Izza.. (kak syida paling anti aku ngan ko kan izza, hahah)
- class: 2 Usaha. deskmate; Sh. Wadeah Wafa.. (i love sleeping on her lap during school hours, sian ko wafa smpai lenguh kaki..)

Form Three:

- dorm; ENGGANG. bedmate; Shafizaliana Razali.. (aktiviti curik starter lampu..)
- class: 3 Usaha. deskmate; Siti Nurlina Zakaria.. (should i say more..???)

Form Four:

- dorm; before reshuffle: MERBUK. bedmate Tengku Nurul Iza (we're back!!)
after reshuffle: TEMPUA/KIAMBANG (official), TERATAI (non-official)
*i only slept at Kiambang, all my clothes and stuffs were at Teratai tapi dua² pun dorm jin bertendang
- class: 4 Ilmu. deskmate; Siti Rohaini Abd Ghani.. (reUNITED, with a class full of PM's.. sigh!!)

Form Five:

- dorm; MERAK??? yeah, a few months.. then back to ENGGANG. bedmate; Siti Rahmah a.k.a CTnang.. (sempena dugung Si Tenang.. )
- class: 5 Ilmu. deskmate; Siti Rohaini Abd Ghani.. after reshuffle, Hafizah Johar.. (way to go fiejo!! aku ingat detik² sebok menghafal lagu citer cinderella...)

abes dah.. i do hope i didn't get it wrong, ahahaha.. i dont really remember the names of the dorm's after it was change from its origin bird's names to those stupid flower's.. ahahaha (i never like it in flower's!!!)

btw, i went for dress fitting for sanding and nikah last weekend, but having trouble since i am fleshy.. ehheheheee.. penat dah aku menahan napas..

muahahahaha

adios,
xoxo