whoa..quite some time since i last wrote.. couldn't find the time to do it.... actually, sekarang pun still busy, tapi since aku kat kl hq and the pc i shud be using is blocked by it dept and adrian's away to sumplace, aku decide nak "tumpang guna" pc dia jap..

arrived at kl at 2.oo am last nite and since we have no choice left, decided to stay at the Leo Palace Hotel.. the place is ok, but a piercing women's scream and kids giggling laughter woke me up last nite.. ada hantos ka? but i was too tired to care, just plead that they do not come into my room..

there are a few things occured in the last few weeks since my last entry, which i made a mental note to jot down....

1. My New House
- i wish i have piccies to upload, since i really adore my new house...
- and 0-0 loves it too, their playing space is thrice the size it was before
- only 1 thing that scares me, the pile of kayu-kayu lama behind the house, which happened to be the natural habitat of the scaly reptiles, snakes.. (i soothe down my paranoia by sprinkling sulphur a.k.a belerang around the house)

2. My first raya guests at the new house
- happened to be 2 boys around the age of 10-11
- on a SUNDAY morning, haloooo
- i was still in bed, i thought it was my neighbour's son sending me breakfast, eheheheh
- assalamualaikum..assalamualaikum... nak raya... (brings me back to reality)
- i did not even let them in; "akak duduk sorang la dik, baru pindah ni haa.. akak bagi duit raya je laa ea'
- haha.. i bought them with money, feeling bad.. i decided to give them a little extra.. Rm2 each
(all in coins, since the smallest change i have is Rm10)
- i have to forked out almost all of my "Sens saves lives - MAKNA" tabung to make up the Rm4 i decided to give
- after i closed the door, they stayed in front of the house, loudly counting the money i gave.. "seposen tiga posen lima posen....." (bertuah punya budak)
- that evening... as i was cleaning out my cats litter box. i heard a faint sound of assalamualaikum.. then it gets louder.. dalam hati, "mak aih.. ramai nye kat luar tuh..alamak!! ni mesti kes aku kasik Rm2 dah tersebar satu kampung"
- my decision, i stayed put silent as a mouse, praying that they leave soon.. ahahahah (aku dah tak ada duit raya nak kasik!!)
- with the tv on, they did not budge easily.. after about 10 minutes of assalamualaikum, nak raya (which gradually turning to angry notes) they finally leave... (ya ampun budak2)

3. Mak, abah and atuk's visit
- they paid me a visit last deepavali holiday..
- and when they leave, my house is upgraded!!
- ehehheee.. lets just say, casa impian's team serang rumah aku and changed almost everything..
- curtains, lighting, furnitures, pinggan mangkuk, and the list goes on..
- TERIMA KASIH MAK, ABAH, ATUK!!
- in return, i brought them to visit the "crocodile farm" at telok sengat
- the outcome = hillarious (abah ngan aku baling batu kat buaya ni.. dont worry, kulit dia tebal and the stones are small, why.. because we want to see croc's in action, results = extremely successful, mandi air buaya kitorang kena simbah..)

4. keje..keje..keje
- a new tender is on hand now
- tapi drawing dia amatlah kecil.. which calls for magnifying glass..
- sakit kepala aku plus pedih mata
- but i do feel like a museum curator.. studying over a piece of ancient drawing (huahauhauhaua)

seems like that is all i can remember for now, my mental's storage capacity needs upgrading.. but who cares.. hahahaaaa... adrian pun dah nak tiba balik ke meje nye selepas puas berjalan ke dept orang len..

haa.. happy birthday to siti nurlina a.k.a tote and seri!!!!
may god bless you both and bless me even more, ahahahaaa...
semoga hidup korang dipermudahkan dalam segala urusan...amin..
and most importantly, may we stay friends for thousands years to come..

heehehe..
adios,
xoxo

okah okid



the love of my life.. i adore them both "very the very the much"

eheeheee...



people's first reaction when i gave them these piccies:



seri: kucing jenis apa ni?

najmin: telinga betul ea..

kak shidah: kenapa telinga dia camtu?

angah: woo astro nye kucing ko

abang: macam kucing firaun kan (ni yang paling zalim, sampai hati abang!!)

atok mak: ni kucing hutan ni

adi: kucing hutan la ni de

ali: macam kucing hutan

mak: capang nye



pape pun, i love them.. so much.. thanks for bringing so much joy into my life..




adios,
xoxo

akhirnya.. dah nak sampai pun, hari last bekerja sebelum cuti beraya.. ho yeah ho yeah!!!

i went for a niosh-osfam safety course today, the one that i've been avoiding for a year.. and was already out-of-excuses-not-to-go.. the course was nothing scary or what so ever, im just plain lazy, my brain shut down automatically for any events academically over this last few years..
senang cakap, aku malas yang AMAT, ya ampun...

dah abes pun, tammat sudah.. harapnye aku lulus le ujian tu, i dont want to be near any test again until renewal time 2 years ahead!! except test HIV nak kawin tu, haa tat i like!!!!

went for breakfast at Damai last nite, followed by pool and table tennis matches between the guys, the girls went around the hotel compound, taking piccies, me? slouched over the couch, too lazy to move my butt, ahahahaahaha..

later that nite, we went to the "haunted mansion" yang tobat aku takkan gi kalau bukan bulan pose, untuk main merocun.. cantik.. akak suka.. eventhough sakit pale dongak, tapi akak suka jugak.. (baca "akak" ala² sengau, baru ko tau betapa sukanya aku, ahahahaah)

dah nak raya pun ni, pas ni tak ada ke masa nye aku nak update2 blog sampai raya ni, melengking sore mak aku naik ke langit, keje banyak dooooo.. ni ler, jadik anak pompuan belum kawin, akak ipar aku tengah lembek muntah² bawak budak, along raya rumah mentua, sape yang tinggal.. akak jugak...takpe.. aku redha.. (bukan susah pun nak rebus ketupat ngan lemang segera, wakakakaka)

oleh itu, selamat hari raya aidilfitri to all, maaf setulus²nya.. apa saje, harap dimaafkan..
be extra careful on the road and anywhere.. to maintain the happy festive mood among loved ones.. makan la banyak², yang gemuk ko bukan aku.. ahahahahahahah

dalam suka ni, mesti ada yang sedih kan, sebab tu kita tak bleh suka sangat², kena man-man, sedih pun tak bleh sedih sangat, kena bawak bersabar.. wasatiah.. sifat mahmudah ni.. tak tau apa? tengok le balik buku Pendidikan Islam sekolah menengah dulu, dah tak ada? aku ada fon num ustazah umi, amek kat farina ritu, ada berani?? ahahahahahha..

tata titi tutu chow sin ci

adios,
xoxo

salam.,

its been a while dah since i last updated, and a few interesting events had occured during last week.. besides the normal break-fast event here and there.. there's this one particular occasion yang meninggalkan sedikit kesan di hati.. membuatkan aku rasa bertuah nye duduk di bumi Malaysia yang diberkati.. patriotik la kan.. tak salah pun, aku bukan PATI, ehehehehh...

simple je apa yang berlaku, temankan abang for a hair cut, at a small, simple and traditional barber shop... is to be expected since kat ramunia ni, all things traditional seems preserved.. and i began to appreciate that.. the shop owner is a chinese man, which happened to be a relatives to abang who do have chinese ancestors..since there was no other customer in the shop, we did have a small talk, he introduced me as his fiancee, (like music to my ears., :p) and etc.etc.
this chinese man is ancient, and he speaks malays fluently.. then it strucked me to realize that we have no language barriers, no matter how different we are.. and we are actually living harmoniously.. serving one another on our basic needs and stuffs.. i feel blessed and thankful to God.. Malaysia is a peaceful country after all, simply by comparing it to her neighbours..

another service offered at the barber shop is "korek telinga".. this was fun, since i never witnessed any before.. at first cam takut gak aa tengok alat2 yang dikuarkan, all those pointy metal and sticks..ehehee.. my first thought when i saw those tools.. is it clean? to my relief it was steriled, ok... orang lama pun tau kepentingan sterilization ni.. one of his equipment yang sangat mencuit hati aku ialah, the most important of all, torchlight.. which is strapped on a microphone stand with a duct tape, ehehehehe... he claimed that the torchlight on the stand had serviced him for more than 30 years already and never fails..

memang bersih kilat la telinga abang, and his hearing ability increases!!! good.. i wished i had my k800 that time, to capture the moment, tapi i just have to keep it in memory for the mo until abang's next visit.. i want to bring a camera for sure!! simple things, big impacts, maybe just for me, but i am grateful for that.. nyehnyeh..

about 3 nights ago, as i was driving home from office, an animal crossed the road in front my car.. no ordinary road kill victims, this one can get me killed.. be prepared for an armadillo!!!

yes, no kidding, an armadillo crossed the road, and judging from its size, memang kereta aku bleh terbalik kalau aku langgar je mamat tu, kulit dia ni keras, paling² pun dia curled up jadik bola je.. aku nekad je swerve to the right and expecting to hear a loud thump, tapi alhamdulillah, my action was timely, and it saved us both.. and you know what comes out from my mouth when i first saw that mamat.. "armadillo..armadillo..armadillo..armadillo" repeatedly like possesed.. i was so shocked sampai aku dah tak bleh cakap melayu dah..ahahahaha.. and how i laughed after the incident... relieved and thankful mixed..

oh ye, im moving to a new house lepas raya ni, dan aku sangat berpuas hati dengan rumah ini, a kampung house, separuh papan separuh kayu, sangat luas.. sangat.. dan kawasan halaman yang sangat luas.. dengan pokok² bunga, pokok ru, buaian.. what heaven!! dulu amy ngan nuar duduk sini, tapi nuar dapat keje kat technip so im seizing the opportunity.. dan luck is on my side!! dapat la aku sambung sewa diorang.. it cost me an extra hundred permonth dari sekarang, tapi dengan rumah yang sebegitu indah dan jarak yang sangat dekat dengan ofis, aku terima dengan hati penuh bunga², ALHAMDULILLAH... so i guess i'll not be seeing any armadillo again.. fuuhh...

already in festive mood, not so motivated to do office works.. to my dear friend seri.. aku hanya boleh cakap, tapi ko yang rasa, dan aku bleh faham apa ko rasa.. sabar la ye sayangku.. aku jauh dari ko tapi aku ada je kalau ko need a shoulder to cry on, i wont judge you at all.. it DOES hurts so much to be away from the one you loved, tapi this wont distance you both.. it will only makes the heart grows fonder.. sabar la ye seri ku sayang...

adios,
xoxo

sengal.. tapi bukan aku...

ada mamat sorang ni, huhuuu.. pasal keje part time ni la, yes i know im sending email that to some people wud consider as spam.. tak pela, awak tak suka delete laa..

why take the effort to reply, and replying it to ALL in the list.. semata² nak cakap aku gi jahanam..huhuhuuu.. kalau 40 orang baca, 40 orang la cakap aku gi jahanam... sedih kan tu...

huhuu, takpe la i did not keep grduges, biasala perangai manusia mcam², satu je pegangan aku, kalau aku ditipu, atau menipu, terlepas di dunia mungkin selamat, tapi janji ALLAH di padang mashar tetap tak terlepas, terpulangla pada orang nak cakap apa, hak masing² punye mulut..

eheheeheh, kelakar pun ada gak.. akak opes aku gelak gila.. it is very funny, she claimed.. yang sedikit sebanyak melegakan hati aku jugak laa..ehehehe thanks to you, kak shidah!!!

pagi tadi, on my way to the office, aku passed by a school.. aku tengok sume student dia kat kantin, reading.. and it brought back a sweet memories back to my schooling years at SSP, 0700 to 0720 is supposed to be Reading Programme, tapi for me and a few others, yang pastinya tote.. hari isnin je ia akan jadi Buat-Nametag-Dari-Kertas-Plus-Asking-Around-Sape-Ada-Badge-Lebih-Programme, i cannot remember reading anything during that 20 mins period at all.. mungkin ada la, bila hari tu ada test, atau exam week.. other than that, i wonder apa aku and the rest of the "basketball-court-circle-group" a.k.a my geng buat masa tu... hemm...

dah 1630, nak kena balik dah ni... aku masak tau bukak pose, do not under estimate me, and my cooking, aku tak adala kasik orang lain makan, aku je makan, tapi aku masih lagi hidup dan bernafas dengan sehat ni maknanya i am capable of cooking without killing anyone, good azie!!

selamat berbuka, jangan makan banyak sangat, nanti ruku' semayang tertonggeng plak, perut berat!!

adios,
xoxo

recently, aku ada sedikit ketidakpuasan hati ngan seorang hamba Allah..
satu ayat je aku nak cakap kat dia, (but I never will, tak nak carik gaduh bulan pose ni)

"ACT YOUR AGE"

tolong la seriously!!! aku dah tak tahan nak tengok perangai ko yang sentiasa berlagak cam ko hypp sangat!! sedangkan, you do look your age, tak ada sekilas pun air muka ko nampak ko muda.. so PLEASE!!! ACT YOUR AGE!!! its EMBARASSING!!..

phew.. l.e.g.a...

ada lagi seorang hamba ALLAH..
ayat aku nak cakap kat dia ialah,

"LOOK AROUND YOU, ORANG DAH MENGATA BANYAK, AKU DAH PENAT TEGUR KO SUGAR COATED, TOLONGLA COME BACK DOWN TO EARTH, ORANG DAH PENAT NAK MELAYAN MASALAH YANG KO CIPTA SENDIRI"

phew phew... double L.E.G.A...

tapi sebenarnya tak la lega sangat, aku rasa that particular person pun tak tau aku tuju kat dia, ehheeheh.... tapi takpela.. Ya ALLAH, Kuatkan la hati aku menghadap kerenah umat Mu yang pelbagai ini... AMIN..

life is GREAT macam mana pun, with OKAH n OKID, even BETTER!!
sekarang dah manja lebih², dah aku layankan..eheheeh
i can get along dengan lebih baik lagi sekarang dengan family abang..aku harap bleh betul² fit in..
bisnes pun Alhamdulillah, so far so good, and so does my part time..
belajar WASATIAH.. itu penting dalam dunia sekarang yang penuh dengan ekstremis, fanatics, dan penuh ke"over"an.. b-a-c-k-2-b-a-s-i-c-s..

cuti raya dah approved!! oh yeah, eventhough ada satu je hari aku kena fake kan sakit, ehehehee
lama tu nyah, mak nak cuti.. haaa jaga nko!!!
mungkin.. ini raya terakhir aku as single kot.. apsal aku ada rasa sedeh...

aku rindu tote laa..opss lina.. dah lama tak mengarut ngan ko la tote.. opss lina..
sejak fon aku hilang ritu, kurang dah call ko, kalau tak bil fon aku tak ada la number orang lain..

lina oh lina.. my partner in almost everything, you name it.. crime, bisnes, love, laugh, tears, jerks, dorks, etc etc etc....





adios,


xoxo

a song touched my heart today... betapa agungnya kuasa Tuhan,
masih boleh lagi menerima hambaNya yang tak pernah lekang dari melakukan dosa..
sekiranya hambaNya ingin kembali..

~~~~~~~~~
Munajat Seorang Hamba
Artist: Hijjaz
Album: Cahya Ilahi
Song Category: Nasyid

Dikala malam sunyi sepi
Bani insan tenggelam dalam mimpi
Musafir yang malang ini pergi membasuh diri
Untuk mengadap-Mu oh Tuhan

Lemah lutut ku berdiri
Di hadapan mu tangisanku keharuan
Hamba yang lemah serta hina
Engkau terima jua mendekati
Bersimpuh dibawah duli kebesaran-Mu

Tuhan hamba belum pasti
Bagaimana penerimaan-Mu
Dikala mendengar pengaduanku
Ku yakin Kau tak mungkiri
Dalam wahyu yang Kau nuzulkan
Kau berjanji menerima pengaduanku
Dan Kau berjanji sudi mengampunkan ku
Dari segala dosa yang ku lakukan

Ampunan-Mu Tuhan
Lebih besar dari kesalahan insan
Hamba yakin pada keampunan-Mu Tuhan
Bukan tidak redha dengan ujian
Cuma hendak mengadu pada-Mu
Tempat hamba kembali nanti di sana

~~~~~~~

aku selalu rasa macam ni, diterima ke amalan aku, usaha aku.. sebab aku dah banyak buat silap..
tapi.. syurga dan neraka tu kan Allah yang punya.. hanya DIA yang boleh tentukan ke mana akhirnya kita.. dan aku yakin pada kasih dan cintaNYA...
tetapkan hati ku kepadaMU Ya Allah...


i add this song and some few others in my imeem list,
h.a.p.p.y LISTENING!!

adios,
xoxo