i love reading amieheidi's entries..
selalu menyedarkan yang terlalai.. dan mengingatkan yang terlupa..

Only by Remembering Allah, the heart is content

looks like i do have a lot of ample time today aa... :) found this in a friend's blog, thought i share it since it's a waste to keep sumthing so "menginsafkan"

the story goes:

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she’s blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He’s always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.
"Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how humans change when their status changes. Only few remember what life was before, and who has always been there in the most painful situations. therefore;

Today before you think of saying an unkind word

--> Think of someone who can’t speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food

--> Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife

-->Think of someone who’s crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life

-->Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children

-->Think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep

-->Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive

-->Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complaining about your job

-->Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another

-->Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down

-->Put a smile on your face and thank God you’re alive and still around.

iza once told me; "if we have the luxury to grumble, we must have life better than most"

i bet you're right dear!! the next time i'll open my mouth to complain anything, i hope my brain is faster in sending me this reminder...

adios,

xoxo

a song touched my heart today... betapa agungnya kuasa Tuhan,
masih boleh lagi menerima hambaNya yang tak pernah lekang dari melakukan dosa..
sekiranya hambaNya ingin kembali..

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Munajat Seorang Hamba
Artist: Hijjaz
Album: Cahya Ilahi
Song Category: Nasyid

Dikala malam sunyi sepi
Bani insan tenggelam dalam mimpi
Musafir yang malang ini pergi membasuh diri
Untuk mengadap-Mu oh Tuhan

Lemah lutut ku berdiri
Di hadapan mu tangisanku keharuan
Hamba yang lemah serta hina
Engkau terima jua mendekati
Bersimpuh dibawah duli kebesaran-Mu

Tuhan hamba belum pasti
Bagaimana penerimaan-Mu
Dikala mendengar pengaduanku
Ku yakin Kau tak mungkiri
Dalam wahyu yang Kau nuzulkan
Kau berjanji menerima pengaduanku
Dan Kau berjanji sudi mengampunkan ku
Dari segala dosa yang ku lakukan

Ampunan-Mu Tuhan
Lebih besar dari kesalahan insan
Hamba yakin pada keampunan-Mu Tuhan
Bukan tidak redha dengan ujian
Cuma hendak mengadu pada-Mu
Tempat hamba kembali nanti di sana

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aku selalu rasa macam ni, diterima ke amalan aku, usaha aku.. sebab aku dah banyak buat silap..
tapi.. syurga dan neraka tu kan Allah yang punya.. hanya DIA yang boleh tentukan ke mana akhirnya kita.. dan aku yakin pada kasih dan cintaNYA...
tetapkan hati ku kepadaMU Ya Allah...


i add this song and some few others in my imeem list,
h.a.p.p.y LISTENING!!

adios,
xoxo

selamat berpuasa buat sume..

in this holy month of RAMADHAN, aku nak kurangkan bercakap,
lagi banyak bercakap lagi banyak yang tak bermanfaat aku cakap...
lagi banyak tak bermanfaat, lagi banyak kesilapan...
lagi banyak kesilapan nanti lagi banyak la dosa...
cukupla dengan dosa² aku yang selama ni dah terlalu banyak...
huhuhuuu...

bulan ramadhan ni jugak, aku nak belaja sebaik mungkin untuk menjadi mutiara tulen..
tak mo dah yang tiruan, celup² ngan plastik... aku rasa dah lebih dari sampai masa pun...
ikhlas dari hati aku, lebih lama aku berusaha mendalami agama yang aku anuti dari lahir ni...
lagi tenteram hati aku, lagi kurang amarah aku... dan aku sememangnye terkenal dengan sifat pemarah dan cepat melenting...
aku tak bleh janjikan aku akan terus berubah dan kekal selamanya, aku harap begitulah..
tapi yang utama kat sini, aku nak berusaha....

from amieheidi jugak aku ada baca yang bukan lelaki sahaje kena menjaga pandangan, perempuan juga.. :)
nampaknye lepas ni, aku kena la turunkan pandangan dari pandang anak² ikan mantap² yang sememangnye bersepah di yard ni (eish payah ni) .. tapi kalau terpandang, sekali tu rezeki.. :)

dalam minggu² terakhir sebelum puasa ni, aku banyak diuji.. kawan² rapat dan family aku ada yang sampai risau, kenapa malang bertimpa kat aku ni.. mula dengan henset aku yang hilang.. cuai, aku letak atas bumbung kete waktu borak² ngan kawan dan kemudian aku lupa nak amek, sebenarnya waktu letak henset tu atas kete tu dalam hati aku dah terdetik yang aku akan lupa henset ni dan akan hilang, tapi besar kuasa tuhan, dah ditakdirkan bukan rezeki aku lagi k800 tu, aku letak jugak.. aku halalkan la pada siapa yang jumpa tu, anggapla tu zakat harta dari aku.. (ayat² orang yang cuba untuk redha)

pastu sehari sebelum merdeka ritu plak, aku pi parking kete kat depan opes, ntah la apa kena aku, kete dah berhenti, tapi kaki aku macam di luar kawalan gi tekan pedal minyak kuat² (kete auto maa), apa lagi, terngiang² la bunyi dentuman yang memecah hening pagi pukul 8 di yard b telok ramunia, ehehehe.. aku langgar dinding opes maaa, dah la dinding opes aku besi, akibatnye.. main jonkang-jongket la bonet aku, bumper pun lekuk cam dah bleh takung air, alhamdulillah lampu depan tak pecah, dan yang paling aku bersyukur, aku tak apa².. walaupun kuat hentaman tu, aku sehat je.. cat aku seb baek tak tanggal kat bonet tu sebab ada pasang bendera, JALUR GEMILANG saved my car paint!! eheheeheh, aku cam terkejut beruk laa, tapi kalau aku jadik beruk pun tak guna gak, tak bleh reverse balik pun, jadi aku pun anggap la itu balasan tuhan cash bagi kat aku sbab aku cakap kete waja putih kat simpang tadi tu bodoh, masuk tak bagi signal.. dan sebenarnye kalau pagi² gi keje tu, aku selalu menaikkan darah orang dengan skill drive dah lambat nak masuk keje aku tu... ni sume balasan hasil sumpahan orang² kampung yang aku dah kumpul hari²... alhamdulillah aku masih boleh bernafas dengan jayanya hingga kini... tobat tak buat dah!!!

ntah apa la terjal sangat aku ni, dari start akil baligh sampai la ke laa, aku ni tak pernah nye nak dapat semayang terawikh tu buat penuh kecuali time cuti umum tu laa.. ada je alasan aku, dah nama pun alasan, banyak je idea aku menciptanya, tapi tahun ni, aku nak cuba... selagi termampu dan terdaya, aku nak buat jugak semayang terawikh ni.. kalau pikir balik pun, tak buat terawikh buat apa je time tu, tengok tv? shopping? tu sepanjang tahun pun bleh buat.. tapi terawikh ni, bulan ni je... sekali ni je setahun..hemm motivasi diri, renung² kan dan selamat beramal!!!

pada kawan² aku yang tak abes² nak berdebat politik tu, kurang²kan la.. berhati-hati dalam pertuturan, nak debat punya pasal pun... ingat la kerana sesungguhnya yang hak dan yang batil itu hanya Allah yang mengetahui apa yang disembunyikan.. janji DIA di akhirat itu kekal benar, terlepas kat dunia, akhirat tak ada jalan keluarnya... apa² sekalipun, kita orang ISLAM, ada agama yang lengkap, balik la pada ISLAM, mesti ada penyelesaiannya.. (mesti ada orang nak cakap aku sokong PAS la tu) terpulang laa, hati masing², lu ngan tuhan je yang tau.. yang penting, UNDI ANDA ADALAH RAHSIA!!! hahahahaha :p

eheheheeh.. aku plak lagi banyak bercakap, kata nak kurangkan, huh...
kalau ada aku tersinggung sape², aku mintak maaf banyak².. bukan niat aku..
blog ni macam online diary aku jee, tak ada kepentingan pada sape²..eheheheh

hari ni nak buka pose apa ea???

adios,

xoxo

Excerpts from amieheidi's blog, i dont even know her.. farina gave me her blog add which she stumbled upon surfing... since then, i frequented her blog.. and i get to know her on the surface, she's from brunei, studying in medicine or sumthing related to it, and what keeps me reading are the facts that she was once a "mini-skirt-wearer-cum-flirter" who now realized the beauty of wearing hijab and being a muslimah... in search of inner peace of mind and soul i am, i find her blog like an oasis... thanks to her... and may you learn sumthing out of it too...
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Muslimah are like pearls not roses

~~ Muslimahs are not roses, which show off their beauty to everybody, unguarded, every bee can take a sip of its nectar, and yet, wilt after being fertilized, but muslimahs are pearls, whose beauty is preserved and taken care of, guarded by the shells of the oyster.
After all, bidadari in syurga are likened to pearls in surah Al-Waqiah: 22-23.

“Dan (di dalam syurga itu) ada bidadari-bidadari yang matanya cantik, laksana mutiara yang tersimpan baik” - Al-Waqiah: 22-23

Would you rather be similar to the bidadari, who are guarded, and whose beauty are hidden, or be similar to jahilliyah women who displays their beauty for everyone to look at them?

This is why, it is necessary, to be protected like a pearl, nestled deep within the shells of the oyster, rather than be a rose, unguarded, and can wilt anytime. ~~

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am i a pearl or a rose??
wud i rather be a pearl or a rose??

roses are tempting, aren't they? but they are a sight too common nowadays, and the price only hike up seasonally.. but pearls, just by the fact that original pearls are hard to find makes it priceless... tapi ada pearls yang man-made from plastics.. maybe that is what i am now, a plastic pearl... fake,pretentious... ouch... wuu hurts..


cakap banyak tak guna, you claimed you have a brain.. use it azhe, wisely...

adios,

xoxo

its common to hear "jangan main ngan makanan, makan jangan main2, etc.." from the elders when we were small kids, maybe that time we dont even know why, the logic behind it..
but now, after being the elders ourselves.. some of us just still dont get it

i stumbled upon a picture of a "kinky" cake in a mutual friend's blog today, and i am deeply frustrated.. honestly...

what on earth where they thinking that persuade them to make that kind of cake?? the sight of it is soooo sickening!!!

what fun that is to make a cake that looks like sumone with "oversized" sexual organs, or decorated with sexual organs pictures?? HOW LOW DO YOU WANT PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY SEE YOU!!!

i didnt get the joke, and i dont think i ever will.... im not an angel myself, i sinned a lot.. i neglected a lot too.. but please, food is very basic in life, kenapa dengan rezeki yang ALLAH bagi awak dapat makan awak buat mainan macam tu? cant you at least have respect for the food??
setiap apa awak makan tu, rezeki tuhan bagi untuk awak, kenapa serendah itu awak hargai pemberian DIA???

from the size of the cake and the details on it, i bet it must be costly... ye awak kaya, money means nothing, you can practically buy anything you ever wanted.. tapi kalau hal duniawi ni, tengokla orang yang lagi kurang dari kita... makanan awak buang2 buat main camtu, pikirlaa sket guna akal yang diberi, ada orang lain yang makan nye hanya seminggu sekali...

i know everyone is entitled to their own opinion, this is mine.. im sorry if i offended anyone, i wrote this for me, a reminder to myself, untuk sentiasa sedarkan aku supaya bersyukur dengan rezeki, supaya aku tak menganggap rezeki itu sesuatu yang sentiasa diperlekeh dan dihargai hanya bila ia dah ditarik...

masing2 suma dah besar, lu pikir sendri laaa....


adios, xoxo